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[23 May 2007|11:39pm] |
ok seriously. i was reading back in my old journals.
and i used to get like 10 comments on each entry
and now i get 0
you guys really suck
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[22 May 2007|10:38pm] |
ive been sickningly busy all day today and im so dead tired its not even funny.
i got to bed a little later than 2:30am last night. after sleeping for 4 hours from the night before, and had to get up again today at 7. so that was 4 and a half hours sleep.
i worked all day.
and today sucked... lots of shit to do. LOTS of it. and we were supposed to come in early tomarrow again at 8:30 because nothings done yet. well everyone still is coming in early, except me because i begged my way out of it.
and then i came home.
i ate
i walked to the tanning salon and stood in the stand up, so i didnt even get to lay down and relax for 15 minutes
after that i walked to cvs.. to get face wash and body wash and such
and then i walked home.
and then i worked out.
sat on the couch for like 20 minutes then showered and now im here.
shawns gana be picking me up around 11:30 and we're going downtown with sudz to walk around and drink.
its gana be hot
but im gana be reeeeeeeeeally tired tomarrow... lame.
i still think its wierd that shawn lamphier is my boyfriend.
and not only is he my boyfriend. but im in love with the fucker.
haaaha yeah thats so wierd. but so fucking rad at the same time.
i need a nap.
tomarrow night after work, im coming straight home, and going straight to bed. fuuck yeah that sounds so good.
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[21 May 2007|08:08pm] |
i had to get up early today to go to work and that was seriously really gay.
im very tired.
and then i came home, went tanning in a stand up for the first time and im a total idiot becuase i didnt know you were supposed to close the doors, i tried to cause there was little handles but it made this really awful creaking sound and it freaked me out so i left it open hahahaha
now margos telling me their supposed to close all the way. im a fucking dicklick.
after that i went to dinner at grams house, looked at pictures with her and bonded with my dad. yes i said bonded. that never happens seriously. everrr. so im really happy right now
in a few seconds im gana go work my ass out. i wana go to ballys but i think chelseas ditching me again. bitch..
whatever. billy blanks here i come
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[20 Mar 2007|08:15pm] |
today i worked out. did laundry and finally got another month of tanning.
and this time im going to go everyday. in hopes to become mexican on the outside.
i think it looks good on me. and ive become obsessed with dark skin.
tomarrrrrow, ive agreed to work for a couple hours, doing some stupid mail order that needs to be out by noon. so whatever.. 8:30-noon stuffing envelopes isnt bad. i desperatley need the money anyways.
then after work i need to work out, go tanning and come home so my granny can pick me up for dinner at her place with my faja. i still havent gotten any presents from him for christmas+birthday so im planning on getting those then. and if he doesnt have anything for me im taking him to anthropologie.com and maknig him order that purse and pair of bramuda shorts ive had my eyes on.
and i think there should be an interest fee.. since its the end of fucking march and my birthday was in december. but we'll see.
tonight im going over to shawns for some lovin and then hes going to spin for me.
he thinks im going to spin with him but ahemmmmmmmmmmmmm 1. i suck on a serious leval of suckyness. and 2. i dont do anything infront of anyone unless i know it perfectly backwards and front. its just how i am. i havent actually played with a set of turntables in over a year. and even then it was only for about a month maybe that i was learning so there. i think ill leave the being sexy thing up to him... for now atleast because ive decided im going to pick it back up and eventually buy my own set.
jeez luise i need a better job. i want too much.
im going to ask for a raise sometime this week, whenever i have this meeting with bob. who told my mom that im the best employee theyve got and he wishes he had 30 more of me. i think that basically means that the raise is mine.
67 days till demf.
yes i just counted the days. apparently im excited. as if my last like 5 entries didnt detail that enough.
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[20 Mar 2007|11:38am] |
it seems that every winter i go through the same phase.. i never want to leave my house. i think the only reason why ive actually been going out and doing things is because theres always a party at one of shawns friends houses that hes taking me along to. but honestly its been forever since ive partyed with MY friends. i just get lazy in the winter. i dont want to get dressed, i dont want to leave my warm comfy couch and i definatley dont want to truck it in the snow anywhere. i hate being cold. i FUUUUUUCKING hate it.
- but the weathers getting warmer and after taking several complaints from several people, im getting back into the swing of things. im really excited for summer.
yesterday i went down to belle aile with a few of my favorite people. like we used to do a couple years ago. we'd go down, sit on the pier and smoke weed haha. or drink, or both. only this time instead of it being 2 in the morning it was like 6 in the afternoon. and i had a blast.
ok ive gotten side tracked from this entry and im doing 2374 things and takling to like 5 people so.. yeah. peace out haaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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[19 Mar 2007|02:31pm] |
i thought i hated my job before but now that the new manager kim was hired, i hate it about 9283749379487239847289374892635782369478 times more
and thats no exageration.
so basically everyday until i get a new job im going to be out looking. i cant handle this bitch and refuse to let myself be continually disrespected by someone who fucked up so bad that their whole lifes ambition is to be a manager at fucking gibraltar trade center.
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other than that things have been falling into place pretty well.
margo has decided that she wants to come to cosmotology school as well. so we will be checking out david pressley in royal oak sometime this week.
someday we hope to open up our own salon. like a day spa type deal. hair, massages, skin treatments, the whole works, and honestly i dont think its all that far fetched. i think it could work out.
tj is coming sometime today or tomarrow to buy my car from me. for $500. i know thats not a lot at all but my mom wanted to give it to him for free.. i know wthell right? she feels like shes his parent too, which i totally understand since shes basically taken care of him for the last like 5 or so years.. but apparently though he thought it was gay too because he called me and said he was gana hook me up with some cash and shit so i have more money for a down payment on a new car for myself. fucking shwing..
ive been looking into them a lot, and if i had it my way id be getting a scion xb for sure.. however a $350 car payment a month i wont be able to afford, and thats not even including insurance. but we'll see what happens. ill have my car by the time summer kicks off. i cant wait to be driving around. windows down.. with myyyyyyyyy music on. hello richard humpty vision, hello alkaline trio, hello scott brown and stacey pullen, and sublime and armen van buuren and glass casket. i cant wait to fucking blare you. and sing your songs to my beloved passengers. !!!!!!!!!! im so excited
OH have i mentioned i got a membership at bally total fittness?
yeah well i did. and im so fucking excited for it.
especially for the steam room, swimming pool and jacuzi.
ive also been searching around for plastic surgens. for a breast augmentaion.
haaaaaha yeah im serious.
ive narrowed it down and im gana be setting up consultations soon.. of course im getting everything else taken care of first.. I E school, car, and things.. but my asperation for this time next year is to be a hot thin big boobed talented beauty school student with dreams and her own form of transportation.
jeebus i cant wait.
oh. SHIT YEAH. demf is in like 2 months. the lineup is pretty sweet.
im stoked. im sooooooooo stoked.
even more so that i'll get to spend ALL DAY THERE with my really fantasic boyfriend. i cant wait to shake my ass all up on him.
ugh yeah i just cant wait.
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[09 Mar 2007|02:54pm] |
for the last week ive been refraining from picking up my razor and shaving my eyebrows like ive done everyday for the past.. what.. 5 years almost?
my upper eye area resembles some sort of small beast at the moment but give it another 2 weeks and ill have normal real eyebrows like everyone else for a change and jesus christ that makes me really.. REALLY excited.
i hate drawing them on everyday. i cant even describe how much i hate it.
plus fake eyebrows should be left to the goth kids and mexican senioritas.
its gana be fabulous to walk around demf this year and not have to whip out my pencil every hour to draw it back on because i sweat it off. hahaaaa dude im excited.
im also excited about getting a membership at mother fucking BALLYS total fittness. ahemmmmmmmm
im fucking stoked about that
and im stoked about playing house with my boyfriend for a whole week.
ive been staying here while his moms away.
we get to fall asleep cuddling. i get to get my morning kisses and hugs.. then i send him to work.. clean up the house a little and then he comes home to me.
and loves me up
and i fucking adore it more than anything else basically.
i cant wait to live with the fucker. we're gana be cute as hell.
yeah thats basically all i have to say right now so peace bitches.
party tonight
fucking come get drunk
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[07 Feb 2007|01:28pm] |
shawn and i will be buying a nintendo wii in about 10 minutes.
hes already on his way to go get it.
optimus bubbles octavious
we'll love him forever
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[07 Feb 2007|10:01am] |
the last couple of days ive been completley all about pink floyd.
its been a while man, i dont know why i havent pulled out my cds sooner.
because ive fallen back in love in a really big way.
anyways.
i wana smoke a fatty.
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[18 Jan 2007|08:35am] |
some of my photography from the other day..
i found that to be a very photogenic area.
theres a lot more but a lot of them are blurry because i was shaking A LOT.
because it was absolutley horridly cold
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[28 Dec 2006|04:52pm] |
i've been in a very strange mood latley and its hard to describe.
im probly stressing over silly things that dont need to be stressed about.
but thats just how i roll i guess.
we'll see how things go.
yeah i just stared at the screen for like 10 minutes trying to think of something appropriate to follow that up and i got nothin.
ugh i need a nap.
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[19 Dec 2006|06:33pm] |
so im sick, again. and its rediculous.
it started coming on last night, and within the last 24 hours its gone from being gay, to seriously horribly bad.
moms out at the store getting me medacine right now
and some soup.
i have a fever
and i know that wearing 2 sweaters and thick ass sweat pants ISNT going to do anything but make it worse, but i just cant bring myself to strip naked and stay that way.
i tried. and i felt like my body was gana kill itself.
l.a.m.e.
TRIED to do christmas shopping today.
i got shawn almost done, and my mom. but i still need my 2 grannys, shawns brother and sister in law and his mom. my dad, and mary.
thats a lot of people
and i work everyday till christmas starting tomarrow.
stupid stupid stupid.
im in a bad mood. i just need a hug.
and lots of hair petting. LOTS of it.
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[07 Dec 2006|11:46pm] |
who wouldve thunk that these retards....
would be doing this
like 3 or 4 years later.
haha
its fun
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[01 Dec 2006|11:35pm] |
i fell down the stairs.
again.
and riped the ONNNY pair of pants that i own that fit me.
this is extreamly dissapointing.
BUT.
im on my way out the door to underwear shop at meijers.
sexy kinda
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[29 Nov 2006|09:28am] |
life is good.
^_^
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[27 Nov 2006|11:57pm] |
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detroiiiiiiiit
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[20 Nov 2006|12:49pm] |
jesus christ.
im seriously not a fucking happy camper
at all.
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[17 Nov 2006|10:59pm] |
oh yeah i bought a new glass bowl, and its precious.
its clear and blue stripped and polkadotted.
and i waiting for my mom to go to bed so i can smoke out of it by myself. becuase im a winner.
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[17 Nov 2006|10:02pm] |
so im not really sure whats going on. i guess im just flying by the seat of my pants here. and im hoping that the seat of my pants knows the way to tjs heart. hahaaa
just dont tell him that cause ill stab you in the eyeball. ♥
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[08 Nov 2006|09:08pm] |
i love carmen electras aerobic strip tease like crazy.
it makes me feel like a sexy piece of sex.
and theres just something about having my bed next to a wall that makes it feel more squishy.
its amazing.
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